Incredible credentials

But nobody is looking at your achievements,

You haven't done anything to impress them, not yet.

We've just met.

Is it strange that we value trust so highly if we don't trust anyone right away?

Or is that something we just accept and swallow, even if it makes us uneasy?

I am often uneasy,

There are too many unsettling things about my life.

But I know that if I keep putting one foot infront of the other, I will get somewhere.

My heart stopped and I woke up

It's a nice day to learn who I am,

The day I almost died in my sleep.

I'm scared,

But surprisingly not confused.

I don't know what I'm doing to myself.

Maybe it's the caffeine,

I have a suspicion though, that it's my perfect life.

My body has to create some stress,

It can't believe this new life of mine.

Things here, things there

Levelled down,

Be straight with me;

Tell me how it is,

What's the deal with love nowadays?

Not much.

But you aren't the infidel,

Nor are you the confidant.

I just like dealing with it all,

You are my experience worth living for.