I only want the Truth so we drink

to Youth.

Is there a spell that I am under,
keeping me from seeing the real things?
    Real lovers,
    Real lies,
    You're not really trying,
    Because you don't want this love to survive.

Found this thought

What I should do,
is put it all behind me.

I won't say it, but I'll think it.

I'll picture you,
because IT was a love story.
Because it WAS a love story.
BECAUSE it was a love story.
Because it was a LOVE story.

All you can do is tell it one more time,
and even if it did happen,
it didn't happen.
In the end,
It's about love and memory.

Ill kiss you over and over,

Until my lips say they're full.

Laying here in the grass,
Wondering not of our past,
Wed stay up all nights,
And work all days,
Talking into dim lights,
Trying to find new ways.

Because travel was fun,
The conversations, too.
But what i really loved,
Was being with you.

I'm so lonely, publishing the thoughts of my heart

Tears aren't meant to be sad,
except when you mean to be.

And I think,
waking up each day,
wanting to die,
because I'm so alone-

That's sad.

I can't get what it is that I've discovered,
maybe it's that I'm burying myself in doubt,
regret,
pain.

I don't know if it's true,
but I'm crying,
not just crying because I want to,
but because I have to.
I have nothing,
I see so much,
not mine.

This heart aches no more,
It doesn't want to beat along with everyone else.
It just wants to be alone.

Is everything alright,

Only broken in my mind?
Everything in your head,
Weighs me down like lead.
Everything you said...
Im not sure where it all went.
Maybe it remains around me,
Inside me,
Or maybe you made it all dead.

She's not even trying and she looks perfect

Tonight we drink to you,
we drink to youth.

I don't want to lose,
You.

Love hurts,
But sometimes it's a good hurt.
Lovers,
sink,
when love transcends the bad things.

You're naked and abused,
should I surface,
awaken from my dream?

Do you want my help,
or do you want me watching-
Is this what keeps you afloat and me in my submarine?

It feels like I'm a lie,
Instead of feeling alive-
This love is heartache,
trying me,
seeing if without love,
seeing if I'll survive.

Because without love I won't survive.

Trying so hard.

Lovers hurt,
and sometimes it makes me feel alive,
To know that without love I wouldn't feel this pain,
I am special,
because I only know this pain through love.

We only know what we see, really

My only goal is to see when I'm all alone.
It takes more than strength to fight this emptiness,
so I hold you close to my heart,
so you can hear it beating through every step.


I need to no army where I'm headed because I'll keep you close,
help me,
take me places higher than I could ever climb,
Alone.


You're always so alone,
you make me feel needing me,
please hold me close,
or I'll sleep alone;
You can't hurt me,
except when I'm alone,
it's too unjustified.


There are places in my mind,
in my head,
where I speak,
words that tell truth,
I've got one last chance to make some sense.
Sense to you.