Taking the time to catch up on a broken trail

We're taken away by what doesn't last and told so many times that we'd been going too fast,

for had I not seen what were coming toward me,

maybe I'd have moved out of the way-

I dont think you realize that it's better this way.

To blah and bohl,
is to babble.
To treat death the same way we do life,
is dishonourable.
I think perhaps we think too much about the past and give no credit to the future.

Because you are beautiful,
and you don't want to waste that on a dark misery like me.

My friend,
she is like my tulip.
My good friend too,
she is always upside down.
My third friend,
she is short, funny, and a little strange, but I enjoy her company.
My fourth friend, oh merry me,
she is the sun that never drops, she is happiness on the horizon.

I keep trying to spend so much time with the people I left behind,
because maybe, just maybe,
This can change their perception that they have of my mind,
and they won't see something so black or grey,
but maybe brighter and hopefully I can brighten their day.