She's so beautiful until you realize that

in the blink of an eye all of this can be gone from me.

That you appreciate her until you realize

she isn't going to be there forever.

-That she is perfect in every way,

until she can break your heart,

and that your best friend was the one standing in your way.

... How could she do that to you?

Then you understand,

that it was for once not you,

but me.

That I had been untrue to my beliefs,

trying to make you happy,

trying to make you stay,

when all you really wanted was to go far, far, away.

That's why you marry someone,

because she won't leave you when things turn down,

she won't turn around and abandon this,

for this is everything you had hoped would make you happy.

A relationship unlike any other.