Some things I never said.

I want to die.

I want you to take it all from me,
to take me away from the pain and misery.

You see,
Nobody cares, like they should.
Nobody understands that some people don't want to live.

That I awoke to a beautiful day and saw no joy in the sunrise,
that I could not smile at this true beauty... was I not determined to die?

Take me away,
lead me from this suffering-
I want to be saved from this wasteland.
My life is nothing but a prison sentence,
chains that are shackled to nothing but the weight of the world.

That friend who understood my sacrifice,
who knew me from the start.
Why are you so cold,
why don't you understand my now blackened heart?

And you,
fuck you.
I trusted you,
I listened.
But I was right;
everybody only looks out for number one, right?

Give me a gun, and I will use it.
Give me a blade, and I will end it.

I want to die.