Sad, if you do not know what love is,

Sad, if you do not know if you are in love,
Sad, if you do not know if love exists,
Sad, if you do not know if you believe in it.

Sad, because words hurt more than actions,
Sad, because words hurt more than guilt,
Sad, because words hurt more than everything you left behind,

Sad, because You thought that this was love.

You're kind of important, but I don't think I've met you yet

So who are you?
Are you friend,
Or are you foe?

Do you like who I am,
Or are you too tired to speak.

I like the way you laugh,
when you don't know what you're saying,
The way you smile when you know what I'm saying,
Because you understand that I don't smile often.

This is a beautiful sight to see.
I wish I could close my eyes and see this,
but I'm too blind because of what's in infront of me
    You.
Or is it me-
Am I looking into a mirror,
expecting you to be beside me,
holding my hand,
when you don't exist?

I'm forgetting myself,
Losing my memories,
I'm not even sure if they were mine to begin with.

Everything is grey now,
Not solid,
Liquid,
Not like they used to be,
I don't even know if I am happy anymore.

Squinting,
I can see.
But everything is blurry,
Try it.
Try with me,
because I am trying so hard.
I just need a push,
A step,
Something that will take me in the right direction.

What a miserable person, reading this

Had you nothing better to do,
than to mock me?

I don't understand,
I don't see,
I don't breath right anymore.

What waves did you sense,
when you left me for higher ground?
Was that instinct?
Or was that you knowing what would happen and you not telling me.

It's not a scheduled event,
but a constricted truth;
I don't know how to express my emotions in words anymore.

I don't know how to write anymore,
I used to read a lot,
I used to write a lot,
and now I can't even speak-
I can't form my thoughts into words,
coherently,
so that other people can understand me.

I'm sinking,
slowly falling inside out.

Help isn't close to us, but they say it's on the way

But what do they know?
Fools for love,
Singing songs while looking at their feet-
The world is a dark and dangerous place,
Yet you are convinced that we stand out of the gloom,
In a place above the clouds.
There is no bright side,
Only the truth of greed and selfishness;
We are awful people,
Still, we should make the most of everything.
She left a hole where your heart should be,
Can you stand tall or do you look tp heroes?

If this is my life,
Maybe I am scared,
Scared of the deep end.

Truely Pixelated Eyes

You,
Pouting lips,
Straight smooth hair,
Closed gaze averting eyelids,
Texting with baby sized fingers,
Wearing a shirt that says spiderman.

Baby,
So pretty,
Staring, not believing,
Closing your ears completely.

Because:
You are,
holding your face,
wanting to be heard.

Can you feel it in your bones? Is winter coming sooner this year, or is it just the wind from your door you forgot to close...

Bold,
Unsung,
Unsure,
Cowardly.

You are you,
Unchanging,
Unwilling,
Waiting for the sun.

Cold comes,
Creeping,
Rising,
Suffocating you.

Cowardly,
Scared,
Repenting,
Unafraid of death.

Where are we going? I have no idea.

I'm happy for someone who I don't really know,
Possibly because I don't know what to expect,
After giving my honest respect,
What if I find out they don't deserve it?

... Can you take back what can't be held, but felt?

There's a knot that can't be untied,
in the back of my throat,
which leads down to my heart-

If I asked you to help me,
would you untie it slowly,
or would you cut away,
cutting. Cutting. Cut.

I'm falling now,
Falling out of respect,
Wondering how you got so high in the first place.

Beautiful thing, you

Treating me differently,
I suppose.

Because you're beautiful,
Not me.

We're not so different,
You and I,
Except that I'm in love with you,
No matter what comes between us until we die.

What a refreshing breath of air, to breathe from this stale earth

Standing in the same places I've always been,
staring at the same sights I've always seen,
There's something new,
Do you see it?

You didn't know her name,
You didn't want to play this game,
but now it's a beautiful thing to feel once again.

I understand that you're nervous,
uncomfortable, uneasy.

But maybe you haven't gone so far,
to see that things aren't always so green on the other side.

The water's cold here,
Your heart is warm, dear,
Let me see what you have to say,
Inside.

What a refreshing breath of air,
you have given me;
I haven't smiled in so long,
but there's more to come, you'll see.

Simply put,
I think you're special.

Simply gone,
I miss you more than ever.

Enjoy the wait,
Build the suspense-
We haven't grown apart,
not yet;
And I hope we never have to.

I've been silent for too long

I've had nothing to say for a while now.

When there is nothing to be said,
why should I speak?

Wasting breath,
all for the sake of loving yourself.

I am not that man,
I have fallen out of love.

Spoke too many words to people who did not care,
Decided it wasn't worth trying any more.

Learned a lesson,
Didn't want to teach other people, too.

Find your own way.
I am not someone you should look up to.